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iam so bored :( ive been stuck at the house all day. The car repair guy was supposed to call me at 5:00 so I could get my car but he didnt get done with it today so I have to wait till tomarrow........blah. I need something to do. iam going to go nuts. So my life sucks right now, iam waiting to work, yeah I have a job but they havent started me yet because the casino isnt open yet. iam getting very impatient. Iam running out of money and iam starting to get really pissed off. So I loaned my brother 100 dallors to get a car. they didnt get it. They spent the money anyways and was going to pay me back with there next check and 2 checks later I still have no money, from them or for myself. iam not happy with him. Iam lonley!!!!!!! I dont know what else to say. I need companionship/sex/friends/money/to keep busy also. I have none of those except friends. I kinda regret quiting my job :( I should have stuck it out there and got back into driving again. it was such good money :( iam sad, I feel ive been making horrible decisions in my life latley I wish I could just fix it all. well this is me signing out.